To The Beginners_ElliotExplicit

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddwUk7k1bf4

      I've watched this through Jack Howard's channel and it just.. boomed me. I'm a teenager which probably means I think about a lot of things and recently my future scares me the most. I don't know what to do or what I'm good at, or even what I want. And even though there were some stuff that interested me such as YouTube or video making, writing, singing, and drawing, I just assumed that I'm not good enough and put them aside. 
       However, watching this video, I realized that I was wrong. Even diamond needs a delicate workmanship to shine. Patience is necessary for success. If I cannot gain them, I'll never be successful or happy. I wouldn't end up making things I wanna make, or being my true self. I cannot be anything. Even this posting thing would forever be terrible. 
       The video truly inspired me in a lot of ways and I think this video might change my life. Of course this video hasn't given me the direct answer. I'm still unsure, worrying, doubting myself and my potential. What this video taught me is that what I really have to worry about is not my talent or potential, it is the strength of my patience, and I'm lack of it right now. So I'm thinking about working out with ' patience'. If this new plan of mine succeed at the end, this video will be the one to be thanked. 



These are other videos you might wanna watch with this one;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMG8kdwHEVk <- just a little bit related but still related.so..